enough

I'm enough with my life, really..

things arent going well and trust me, no one cares about me *laughs*
all they talk mostly about their problem nee? Yes I did tell them about my problems also, but not all of the problems, especially my real feelings. when I needed to talk light things to cure my feelings, they started crying to me *lirik seorang cowok geje dari singapur*, talked to me angrily with their own problems without clear reason, and mores

when I gave them advice, they just told me that they couldnt do it / didnt want it / other reasons. yadda yadda... but I bet you guys would be more mad to me if I only replied with ordinary answers like "oh, Im sorry about it", or put some sad emoticons. at least I should reply and give advice right??


really. I'm tired...
very tired


these days I'm having too much problems to be solved. and people added their problems in my mind. I can't handle it..

if I give you guys advices in your problems but you dont want it, its okay. its your right. but after that please dont talk and cry to me about it again.. because trust me, no one will be interested in those same topics every time. I give you the conclusion and also the way to solve it but you dont want it, so I dont want to get into it again :/
you are the one who doesnt want to end your pain, arent you?
it doesnt due to only a person no.. but some friends >.>; and I'm sorry if I sound mean.. but its really my mind now


okay, I realized that talked weird =__=;;
I'm still sick yeah. but its getting better now. though still cant breath. maybe I wrote this because of my ill too. so well, haha, when I'm getting healthier perhaps I wont act like this again so calm

sorry . .




I'm really enough with these all. I really think many questions which I dont know what the answer is

what is our main point to live in here?
why do we have to stay in this world?
what do we live for?
what should we do in here?


is there anyone can answer it? haha...






slowly but sure, I'm thinking a way to release my pain *coughs*
you guys definitely know what I am thinking to do next :]