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akhir2 ini saiah merasa emo sndiri.. madesu abis ;(

Seeing my classmates flirted, kissed, and hugged their boyfriend/girlfriend each other made me totally jealous. terus terus.. all of my GUY-friends had their girlfriend's photos inside their wallet, showing me how much they loved their girlfriend. After that, I saw so many people in myspace having their photo with their lover when they're kissing...

saiah iri mamaaaaa TAT *tendang2 komputer*

kog masa muda saiah harus sepi gene sii? ;A;
why should I feel this way??
mao bekstrit juga kaga bisa... saiah enggak brani boongin enyak *mewek*

bahkan temen skolah saiah pun yang kayaknya lepelnya di bawah saiah pun udah pernah pacaran. kog saiah yang beloonnnnn ;A;
emang saiah kurang apa sii??????? *pede mode on* >____>

aku juga mau punya pacar yang normal layaknya anak SMA biasa ;3;
bukan onlen relasionsip kayak geneeee TTATT
It's really brutal and also cruel if you have a boyfriend that you really love but you can't touch or hug him.. ;-----;
also this *kicks the time different* makes me can't meet him as long as I need..

mana akhir2 ini tergoda nyemok lage ;-; obet sehh.... ngmg2 sgala rokoknya *padahal sndiri yang nanya* xD;
Marlboro lights sounds good nee?

tadi juga ada temen cowok saiah yang ngajakin nyemok klo beneran penasaran. But, If I didn't remember what have my boyfriend told me, I bet I'd join my friend to smoke on a roof's school today..

ya Tuhan.. moga2 aja saiah enggak tergoda lage TAT
Aho also told me that Esse is great. gakh >____>;;;
I want to try smoking, but................ >______>;;; *dilemma*

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insomnia again *sighs*
-- I miss myboyfriend again D; can't wait till thursday to meet him again