kana oh kana~

I do never think that you really fall in love with JONATHAN ROBERT LINTANG!!!! o____________O

well, though I never meet him [direct or indirect] but if you really love him, then I'm going to support you. I hope this guy can cure you as well... and by the way

WHY SHOULD YOU LOVE SOMEONE WHO HAS THAT NAME?? XD;;;;;;;;;

I've realized that you love this guy since a long time :]
and I hope this one is the one for you... and also I hope you wouldn't cry again anymore because of a relationship

just hope you would luck this time girl!! dont forget for the PJ [Pajak Jadian / Relationship tax] for me okay? >D

my fault?

since my new contact lens had came, I decided to use it when I was in study tour to TMII and Lubang Buaya. and I used my precious necklace too [my favorite necklace for 5years <3]

then, some girls asked me when my other friends was in toilet.. [I didn't go because I don't like public toilet >.>;; ] and for God's sake, I never knew who they were in my whole life. even remembered their face no o_o

first they asked where I bought my lens, I told them that I had ordered it through internet. then asked where I bought my necklace and I answered that it's from mangga dua. again they asked about my hair, wasn't I do hair extension or not. and I said no, it's my real hair..

Then I texted some friends and ignored them.. Well, I don't like to talk with people that I don't know much because I've no topic at all. and then I heard that they was talking about me.. like why did I use my necklace and lens like I was suit to use it. and even talked about my hair? Well I didn't really catch their conversation well because there kinda crowd with students. [ditambah lagi klo bahasa indonesianya, gue rada BUDEG coy!!]

so I ignored them..

but when I was going to my bus with a friend of mine, melon, a girl [does it the same girl or no? I don't know.. everygirls look same in my eyes *_*;; ] she talked to melon and insulted about me.. but I'm not pretty sure what she was talking about, I'm just sure, she talked about my lens and style

and now... what the..? I think I've never bothered them or even talked with them! So what's their right to talk about me? I don't even know them so why should I deserve these??

I did really want to kick them but well, keep peaceful guys -_-v
but I just can't take it.. I think, my style or even my contact lens aren't their business. so why should they discuss about it? I have a RIGHT to keep my style, don't I?

*sighs*

I don't like it.. they don't even my friends.. so they don't have any right to talk like that about me. I think my style never bother them, ever! what I wear and what I use are not their problems!!

I don't like it >__________<

I just ear lens, a necklace, and only cut my hair like that. how if I come to school with my visual-kei make up, blonde hair, and harajuku's clothes? >DD

I think I'm gonna be kicked by them, haha.. but well now, I'm attracted to try it =3 [orang yang makin ditantang makin pengen nantangin xD;]
this is my life and I don't care about others. as long as some people that I love still beside me and dont complaint about it, I think if everything is fine =]

I love my friend, vina, shinta, and melon <3333


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and last, I love my boy friend robert <31000x>

season one

i passed the season one for afs <3
yeay!! the next test is this sunday... including english interview

DIE ME TT________________TT;;

I cant speak english so how come i pass it??????? someone please help meeee ;A;

weekend

melon asked me to join her birthday party in pizza hut kelapa gading so I came to there... there are vina, shinta, marissa, raisa, veve, robby, franky, raymond, michael, and 2 another guys that i dont know.. unluckily, alvin couldn't join us..

unexpectedly, asun texted me, telling me that he would come to kelapa gading too because he had to make his birthday party too.. then he asked me to join them. so after melon's party had over, i met them..

asun's friends wasn't stop teasing me with him.. then i told them that i have a boyfriend now *points someone pervert lol* but the friends wouldn't stop tease me.. im tired -___-;;;

lalalala~ anythings okay now so, oh yeah!! I DO FALL IN LOVE WITH EDWARD, THE VAMPIRE FROM TWILIGHT

and when i was saying it to robert he looked depressed(?), he doesnt like it, moreover he doesnt like fantasy
haha cute <3

final exam..

has finished~~~ *dies*

well, it was tiring as hell u__u;; I was not sleep enough in those week. but at least it has finished now so I have much time to play around again in here :D

and the good news, robert is in summer vacation so we can meet much more


then, my deeply apologize to kana.. since im the one who makes his boyfriend doesnt want to talk anymore with her.. im really sorry kana -die sih ngmgnya kaga apa2 lega... dasar lo-


vacationnn~~~~

final test

I'm gonna get my final tests next monday and I'm very very afraid with them >____<
My head is full with so many numbers from math and CH from chemistry O.o;;

dizzyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~ >___________<


and then, I missed /HIM/ so much today ;________;
I dont know why, just missed him. But I am not dare to text him again. I've texted him a lot this month so I dont want him to get charged as much as several months ago >_<

yesterday was our 5th months anniversary but I couldn't on so we couldn't meet and celebrate it .___.

though that, 6th months is going to be celebrated by us as well, Im pretty sure about it <3
[ if you still wanna be with me till that time, bet xD; ]


meanwhile..
I'm still confused with choosing 2 good photos for my modeling competition.. They asked me to give them 2 photos of my close up face. but I dont know which are better >_>;;
anyone, help me??

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bgm : gackt - last song
aaa~~ gakuto-sannn <333333

good bye?

since my sick has gotten worser, mom decided to block my internet from my desktop. and I couldn't do anything with that.. So, I'm sorry people. maybe I can't be here as much as used to be again ._____________.

nyoh. sebenernya alasannya yah karna tagihan spidi gw membengkak 2,4 juta (tagihan dari bulan april-mei) cumanan, haha, sperti biasa. jangan percaya yang gue ngmg di bahasa engrish 8D;; *setan*

yah jadinya skarang gue mao ngumpulin duit dulu =A=;; mao bayar utang ke enyak itu.. caranya?? mom asked me to be a model!!!! what the..?? ;A;

iye sii duitnya banyak, tapi kan KALO MENANG >___<

mana si bebek sama kana bilang ikut2 aja pula =3=;;
yawda deh, udah daptar gue. doain ye moga2 menang xDDDD

klo menang entar inet gue balik yeay 8D

doakan juga smoga saiah lulus tes afs.. >_> ah gue banyak amat sii mintanya xD;;

yawda ah... deeee